One Of My Favourite Meals... Sardine with Poached Eggs

Brunswick Tabasco Sardine with Poached Eggs and Salad - 233 cals

I ate this meal with utter satisfaction and pleasure.

So Today I Went To My GP Regarding My Weight...

For all the years I have been trying (and failing) to lose weight, I've never been to my GP about it - even though most meal plan/diet plan recommend you to do so. I've just always thought, I know what to do so what's the point - applying it and being consistent is my problem.

Anyway, I thought this time I'll do this properly.....

So it's been a week since I decided to 'start over'...

It's been a week of determination, pro-activeness, testing my willpower and a dash of failure. I started last Sunday due to my 5 year old daughter's homework. She had to 'cook'/assist in making a healthy meal to demonstrate what they have been learning about balanced diet. I made salmon and brown rice with steam veg, I really enjoyed it and remembered what it was like to eat a healthy meal - I loved it.


Fast forward to Thursday/Friday and failure set in. I joined the gym on Thursday though so can I use that to cancel out Thursday's failure? No? Oh. 


Saturday's diet was absolutely atrocious! It all started with going to the chemist to get my prescription, as I left the chemist, I noticed a cake shop........................... I guess I don't really need to say anymore.

So I'm starting my weight loss efforts once again...

I'm at my highest of 230lbs, this is ridiculous....

For the last three days, I've been weaning myself off my bad habits; I've been eating a lot healthier, I've cut out snacking and I've been drinking a lot more water/fluid. I will be visiting the gym tomorrow to see the facilities and also hopefully to join and next week I'll be seeing a weight management nurse at my GP's surgery.

As most perpetual re-starters know, every time is always "..this time I'm serious about it. I will do it this time..." - I've been saying that for the past 12 years (and I'm only 26! - granted I wasn't overweight then but I thought I was). This time I'm taking active steps in achieving a healthier body as I possibly can.

- Tre

Day 1 : July 2, 2012

So today I started my weight loss efforts again. It has been ok so far. I stayed within my 1200 calorie allowance but still had two Kinder Buenos :/.

I'm Starting Over Yet Again....

I'm at my highest of 230lbs, this is ridiculous. That's all I'm adding really - here's to a new start (again!).

Day 21: I have this cloud of sadness over me that I can't seem to shift.

After being on the depo-shot for three months, I've gained 1 stone (14 lbs). I'm not at my highest weight ever at 226lbs. I'm so sick of this.

Then I found out my ex might have a new girlfriend (and I've seen the girl) and she's thin it just makes me want to berate myself even more.

We've been separated now for almost 4 yrs and I thought I was well and truly over him but I don't know if this means I'm not or I just feel this way because deep down I feel as if no one wants me as I'm so fat.

I don't know...