New found hope and motivation...

The title says it all, nothing more nothing less. :)

Today is one of them days where my life seems purposeless...

I guess my depression is creeping back up on me...

Minus the kids at home, I'm just lonely, isolated and I feel as if 'is this really living?'..

My cousin came to stay with me for a week and now that she's gone it's almost like it made me realise how much I need human interaction. I thought I was a happy recluse but now I see that's just a front.

I've been slacking...

I'm both embarrassed and pissed off at myself once more. I don't have a lot to write today, I won't wallow in pity, instead I'm going hop right back on this weight loss wagon.

I think I'll always love him...

Ok, so I'll give you a little overview.

I met my ex (my daughter's dad) when I was 17. He was my first boyfriend...We were together for almost 5 years when our daughter was one we broke up. Anyway, he has constantly been in our lives. When I was preggy he moved down to be closer to us.

He was a prick when I was pregnant and a prick when I gave birth but for the past t

Weigh-in ( Aug 1, 2010)

Seconds later (without consuming anything)..

So we'll do an average and say this week my weight is 213.85 lbs ( 15st 3lbs)

Last week my weight was 216.7lbs which makes that a loss of 2.85lbs. Nice one!

Beautiful Randomness…

Hope everyone is having a fabulous weekend; my weekend has been jolly good so far – thanks for asking by the way  .

So today I took the kiddies to the park for a picnic, then they went off playing while I designed a few earring pieces. It was such a beautiful thing; just my sketch pad and I in an open gigantic empty park just appreciating this place called Earth.

Ringlets + Egytian Eye of Horus...

So after spending almost four hours in the park I took a 10 minute stroll to my humble abode to find a cat who is obsessed with me!

KittyKatty - I'll name him/her 'T'

This is the fourth time I’ve found this cat just sitting on my doorstep! The first time I saw him/her – I opened my door to get out and he was trying to force his way in! By the way, I don’t know the sex of the cat but it’s easier to write just one sex as oppose to him/her. Now that that’s out the way….

Anyway, this time I was a bit torn whether to feed him or not but he seemed really hungry. I didn’t want to encourage him to keep coming back but I didn’t want him to just be dying of hunger. A bit dramatic but I love animals and just could resist giving him some tuna:

'T' eating tuna..

Anyway guys, that’s it for today episode of ‘Beautiful Randomness’ – Enjoy the rest of your weekend. Be great – Tre.

So I went shopping today...

I'm really excited and I'm getting really prepared for this lifelong commitment to a healthier lifestyle. I got all my fruits and veggies for about a week's consumption (but I loveee fruits so it probably wont last as long). I got nine 2 litre bottles of water, my soya milk ( as I don't drink cow's milk), and much more healthier foods.

My fruit haul looks a little like this:

It's a good look right?

Anywhoo, I hope you are guys are doing good and sticking to your plans but if you fall off,  you can get back on it the next minute; we/you don't have to wait until the next day, week, month or that next big event. Get it going now!