New found hope and motivation...

The title says it all, nothing more nothing less. :)

Today is one of them days where my life seems purposeless...

I guess my depression is creeping back up on me...

Minus the kids at home, I'm just lonely, isolated and I feel as if 'is this really living?'..

My cousin came to stay with me for a week and now that she's gone it's almost like it made me realise how much I need human interaction. I thought I was a happy recluse but now I see that's just a front.

I've been slacking...

I'm both embarrassed and pissed off at myself once more. I don't have a lot to write today, I won't wallow in pity, instead I'm going hop right back on this weight loss wagon.

I think I'll always love him...

Ok, so I'll give you a little overview.

I met my ex (my daughter's dad) when I was 17. He was my first boyfriend...We were together for almost 5 years when our daughter was one we broke up. Anyway, he has constantly been in our lives. When I was preggy he moved down to be closer to us.

He was a prick when I was pregnant and a prick when I gave birth but for the past t

Weigh-in ( Aug 1, 2010)

Seconds later (without consuming anything)..

So we'll do an average and say this week my weight is 213.85 lbs ( 15st 3lbs)

Last week my weight was 216.7lbs which makes that a loss of 2.85lbs. Nice one!